
..give you this, i really wish i can
=]
yours truly.
i wanna spend a week or 2 or 3 away from the school and city life sometime in the summer. its taking a toll on me, to point where theres friggin bags under my eyes and i'm always tired lol. The school and city life is ite tho, but it truly defines the total opposite of who i am at heart. i'm laid back, lazy, i really enjoy warm weather, id love a walk on the beach and i wish i can wake up whenever i want. But i find myself living a life that 100% contrasts that -- i wake up early, i never sleep, i'm always tired, i go to school every single day, i intern in a city that never sleeps, and the weather has been cold as hell. But the reason why i ain't never gonna quit is because of that dream, a small hope, where hopefully my hard work can pay off and i can finally just kick back and relax for the rest of my life, you know, wake up whnvr you want somewhere on an island like hawaii or something, and just shoot a basketball around in a park where you have the beach in site. Then after that you can do whatever you want. just relax and not worry about any deadlines or annoying people. That truly defines my perfect paradise (honestly, there is something else that would COMPLETE this, but i won't get into it) but yeah, they say hard work pays off. So i ain't gonna quit until i'm where i wanna be, and if not at least i died trying.
Interning in New York City has showed me some of the most bizarrest and craziest shit you can possibly encounter, even on friday morning, 8:15 am on the 4 train -- This bum ass guy with grass stains, mud stains, white stains (..ew) every possible stain you can think of this guy was sporting but anyways he fell asleep and few seconds after he dropped something.. I glance down and i see a huge ass joint rolled up.. 2 grown ass guys next to me were dying laughing in their business attires and im just smh'ing the entire time. yehhh.. so that is the high point of my entire friday..