i wanna spend a week or 2 or 3 away from the school and city life sometime in the summer. its taking a toll on me, to point where theres friggin bags under my eyes and i'm always tired lol. The school and city life is ite tho, but it truly defines the total opposite of who i am at heart. i'm laid back, lazy, i really enjoy warm weather, id love a walk on the beach and i wish i can wake up whenever i want. But i find myself living a life that 100% contrasts that -- i wake up early, i never sleep, i'm always tired, i go to school every single day, i intern in a city that never sleeps, and the weather has been cold as hell. But the reason why i ain't never gonna quit is because of that dream, a small hope, where hopefully my hard work can pay off and i can finally just kick back and relax for the rest of my life, you know, wake up whnvr you want somewhere on an island like hawaii or something, and just shoot a basketball around in a park where you have the beach in site. Then after that you can do whatever you want. just relax and not worry about any deadlines or annoying people. That truly defines my perfect paradise (honestly, there is something else that would COMPLETE this, but i won't get into it) but yeah, they say hard work pays off. So i ain't gonna quit until i'm where i wanna be, and if not at least i died trying.Damn im tired. This is a vision of my small hope, and it makes me sleepy as hell. Well i gwess i'll continue this later. Goodnight.
Wow, we are so twins. It's scary
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